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在你心中有這樣的一個人嗎?
你們可能相愛過,你們也可能喜歡著彼此,
但是,為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起?
也許他為了朋友之間的義氣,不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見 ,你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造,他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早,還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚,你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲,對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心,而遲遲無法跨出界線。
不過即使你們沒在一起,你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚,對這個人,你比朋友還多了一份關心。
即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街,你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。
他有喜歡的人,你口頭上會幫他追,心裡卻不是很清楚,你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時,你會盡你所能的幫他,不會計較誰又欠了誰。
男女朋友吃醋了,你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友,但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。
每個人這輩子,心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友,很矛盾的行為。
一開始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然發現這樣最好。
你寧願這樣關心他, 總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。
你寧願做他的朋友,彼此不會吃醋,才可以真的無所不談。
特別是這樣,你還是知道,他永遠會關心你的。
做不成男女朋友,當他那個特別的朋友,有什麼不好呢?
你心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢?
很多的感情,都因為一廂情願,最後連朋友都當不成了,常常覺得惋惜,
可惜一些本來很好的友情,最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你,
如果你沒有反應,這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去,
這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注,表白了之後不是成了男女朋友,要不就連朋友都當不成了。
有些事不是你能預料的,或許對方不在意,你們還可以是朋友,
但卻已經不如從前的好。也是可惜,也是遺憾!
但還有沒有可能是另一種情況,你可能永遠都不甘心只是朋友. . . . .
by ivank =)
he wrote out how i really felt and what i was thinking last time..although now sometimes this feeling or thinking will still be there..
and i need to thx him for letting me copy and paste everything =)
signing off,
emo ning
9:26 AM
Friday, March 27, 2009
i hope my parents read about this..
dadi mami i know you are unhappy with korkor's results but he had done his best..
you dont see him study doesnt mean that he doesnt study at all doesnt out in any effort..
dont look everything by its surface only..you also know how to say that dont judge the book by its cover right?
korkor knows how to think he is mature enough and dont forget that he is already 21..he is already a big boy maybe he is still a small boy in your heart but doesnt mean that he wont grow in real life..
have you ever think why is his attitude like this?who makes him turns to this kind of attitude..
he did tell people that if you both treats him better he would change..
put some confidence and hope in him..you always say that you had gave up hope on him..do you know how hurt is that when the child heard the parents say that to them..
korkor knows what he is doing all this while maybe he always go out until late night only come back doesnt mean that he has no hope already right?
the person which has no hope one is me..
about his exams he did put in effort and he did tried to study to get good results..
maybe you both are not satisfied with his results but you dont have to talk to him in that way right..
he did respect you both as his parents that why he seldom shout at your he even seldom show his temper to you nowadays..
unlike me still immature still doesnt know how to think..
you always say that im always helping him..i can say that yes i am but im just telling out the truth..
im telling what i had seen with my own eyes and also what i had heard with my own ears..
you both should be happy that korkor doesnt demand for a lot of stuff which im totally opposite..
whenever you both say that you dont want to buy he wont show his temper to you all like how i does always..
and also the amount of pocket money and lunch money is really not enough for korkor..
i really respect him..i have no idea how he save his money to go out everyday to yum cha and all..can you both just increase the amount?
lastly,there is still alot of stuff you dont know bout korkor..try to understand him more..
treat him better and he will change..im sure he will..trust him put confidence in him and also put hope in him..
today the way you all talk to him had really hurt him..i saw him cry and my heart breaks because he is my beloved brother..
a brother that will be there whenever i needs him every single time without fail..
i write this post here is just wants you all to treat him better..
i seriously think that there is no point you both treating me so good..
im a daughter of yours which has attitude problem..
remember to treat him better..he will change his attitude..trust me really..
4:32 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009